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As you people may have noticed, I'm not really good at updating blogs, but this time I've got something prepared for the one meant to read it.
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Lonelyness had covered every spot in my small, afraid and silent-beating heart. The size of myself had never been percepted so diminutive ever before.
Just as an ant in a huge maze, I felt upsettingly lost and incomplete. I would have wanted to throw it all away.. -my efforts were stupid, there was no chance-. Fear filled me with every step I took; mundane things felt so uglily sick.
The inner fire of mine had started to put down..
I was just about to give up, I had lost the strenght to search for that little dimming light at the end of that so obscure corridor; I was afraid to get there and find nothing. Instinctively, I kept walking.. so slowly this time.
Just out of the unexpected, something that called my attention happened.
What was it? I wondered, then it started to turn into something that I had been expecting for so long..
My mind was still so confused, "may it be the answer?" I asked repeatedly to myself.
For certain periods I sensed happiness and joy were ahead, However, there were other times that I felt like I was gonna drown myself into the deep, dark tar, so as to become extinct. Just as if I had never existed..
This never-ending period of confusion lasted a billion years -for me-, even though, in the real world, there had only passed not more than 2 years.
I then started walking against this unknown shine, I felt my weakened heart become stronger and stronger as I stepped closer to the light. This ventured me to approach even faster. The weight of my heavy arms started to go back to it's normal state..
My whole body became so fit again. My face, my smile.. everything came back to become part of me again. I wanted to see through the light but I was still too far away to even catch a glimpse of what was on the other side.
I can't remember what happened next. The only thing I recall is this huge gray Lion.
There it was, standing right there by my side. Just by being next to it, I felt like I've never felt before.
My joy was finally back.
-This post is dedicated to A. -The best everything ever- :D
As you people may have noticed, I'm not really good at updating blogs, but this time I've got something prepared for the one meant to read it.
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Lonelyness had covered every spot in my small, afraid and silent-beating heart. The size of myself had never been percepted so diminutive ever before.
Just as an ant in a huge maze, I felt upsettingly lost and incomplete. I would have wanted to throw it all away.. -my efforts were stupid, there was no chance-. Fear filled me with every step I took; mundane things felt so uglily sick.
The inner fire of mine had started to put down..
I was just about to give up, I had lost the strenght to search for that little dimming light at the end of that so obscure corridor; I was afraid to get there and find nothing. Instinctively, I kept walking.. so slowly this time.
Just out of the unexpected, something that called my attention happened.
What was it? I wondered, then it started to turn into something that I had been expecting for so long..
My mind was still so confused, "may it be the answer?" I asked repeatedly to myself.
For certain periods I sensed happiness and joy were ahead, However, there were other times that I felt like I was gonna drown myself into the deep, dark tar, so as to become extinct. Just as if I had never existed..
This never-ending period of confusion lasted a billion years -for me-, even though, in the real world, there had only passed not more than 2 years.
I then started walking against this unknown shine, I felt my weakened heart become stronger and stronger as I stepped closer to the light. This ventured me to approach even faster. The weight of my heavy arms started to go back to it's normal state..
My whole body became so fit again. My face, my smile.. everything came back to become part of me again. I wanted to see through the light but I was still too far away to even catch a glimpse of what was on the other side.
I can't remember what happened next. The only thing I recall is this huge gray Lion.
There it was, standing right there by my side. Just by being next to it, I felt like I've never felt before.
My joy was finally back.
-This post is dedicated to A. -The best everything ever- :D
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW.
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y yo escribo bien después eh?